Your Next Bold Move
Wednesday
great i have cancer in my arm pit
and you'd find it hard to take seriously
what a way to go
dying from an ailment of the arm pit
Monday
in a perfect world
you wouldn't hurt
and this would be easy.
there would be a light
at the tunnel to the right
and you could say
FUCK YOU
and be happy again
but you don't have hate in you
you are to strong to hate
you are to good to hate
you are to perfect
for this imperfect world
but he -
he is the opposite of what we fight for
he is the reason to burn the doll house
i am tired
of waking
thinking
of you not thinking
of me.
i guess
i feel
if not you
then who?
i am holding on
to my
make believe reality,
comforting the loniness
the only way i can.
Saturday
Friday
CIA 1nabee: it's alot nicer to not be pissed off at someone
PiecesOfJulia: yep
CIA 1nabee: so i've decided not to be
PiecesOfJulia: me too
CIA 1nabee: that's good
CIA 1nabee: we're funny people, us.
PiecesOfJulia: yes we are
CIA 1nabee: with all of the getting mad and forgiving people without them knowing it
PiecesOfJulia: that's us
CIA 1nabee: would that make us, say, "crazy"
PiecesOfJulia: no
CIA 1nabee: ?
CIA 1nabee: or just quirky
PiecesOfJulia: we are just making the other persons life easier
PiecesOfJulia: we are considerate
CIA 1nabee: yes
CIA 1nabee: yes we are
CIA 1nabee: wow, that was self affirming
PiecesOfJulia: yes
PiecesOfJulia: yes it was
PiecesOfJulia: and we are quirky
CIA 1nabee: i'm glad
PiecesOfJulia: me too
CIA 1nabee: that means that we're not boring
PiecesOfJulia: most diffinately not boring
CIA 1nabee: we are some awesome girls
PiecesOfJulia: people should love us damnit
CIA 1nabee: fucking yeah they should
PiecesOfJulia: we are fucking awesome
CIA 1nabee: we so are.
CIA 1nabee: people need to tap into what we know about is
CIA 1nabee: us
PiecesOfJulia: yes they do
PiecesOfJulia: i think i know the power of my goodness and i purposely block it from others as to not blind them by my awesomeness
CIA 1nabee: me too
CIA 1nabee: just us being considerate again
CIA 1nabee: we are just too nice
PiecesOfJulia: just one of our many wonderful traits
PiecesOfJulia: and were humble too
CIA 1nabee: ha ha h a
PiecesOfJulia: combined we are super human
CIA 1nabee: we are
CIA 1nabee: supergirls
CIA 1nabee: do you remember supergirl?
CIA 1nabee: she was awesome
CIA 1nabee: and she was built
PiecesOfJulia: and so are we
CIA 1nabee: yeah.... you're right
CIA 1nabee: i can't deny it
PiecesOfJulia: we don't lie
CIA 1nabee: another great trait
CIA 1nabee: wow, we are good at this
PiecesOfJulia: yes we are
CIA 1nabee: i'm glad
CIA 1nabee: makes me happy
PiecesOfJulia: me too
PiecesOfJulia: and happiness is awesome
CIA 1nabee: it really is
Thursday
my angry girl front is melting down
and on a more personal note
this might be life
and i think i like.
One thing I noticed about my poetry - it all seems incomplete and spacey. But I guess it matches my personality.
Sorry,
i can't sale my sass for sweetness.
why
would i want to?
i never liked being the floor mat.
Allison asked me if I am in love. Sadly, there is no one for me to be in love with but it is nice to be geniunely happy that you full people into thinking you are in love.
Wednesday
GOD CREATED THE ATOMIC BOMB AND A BUNCH OF JAPANESE HAD TO DIE
PiecesOfJulia: hey
CNasRAR007: hey
CNasRAR007: what's up
PiecesOfJulia: nothing
PiecesOfJulia: just watched an episode of alias
PiecesOfJulia: with tater
CNasRAR007: cool
CNasRAR007: yeah, i'm writing my last paper of the term
CNasRAR007: and of course i've waited until the very last minute to do it
PiecesOfJulia: awesome!
PiecesOfJulia: well, who doesn't
CNasRAR007: yeah
CNasRAR007: good point
PiecesOfJulia: :-)
PiecesOfJulia: i should do work tonight but i think i have decided that i don't want to
CNasRAR007: i thought you were going to start reviewing
PiecesOfJulia: yah
PiecesOfJulia: well, i am tired
PiecesOfJulia: i don't want to do it
CNasRAR007: ok
CNasRAR007: that works for me
PiecesOfJulia: me too
CNasRAR007: do you want to write my paper for me instead?
PiecesOfJulia: umm, gov?
CNasRAR007: us history
CNasRAR007: its about the a-bomb
PiecesOfJulia: okay :
PiecesOfJulia: the atomic bomb
PiecesOfJulia: there once was an atom
PiecesOfJulia: this was invented by god
PiecesOfJulia: then a man
PiecesOfJulia: who was also invented by god
PiecesOfJulia: named einstien
PiecesOfJulia: decided to split said atom
PiecesOfJulia: and because of this humans now have the power to explode one another
PiecesOfJulia: this was done in 1945?
PiecesOfJulia: 1946?
PiecesOfJulia: this was done in the 1940's
CNasRAR007: 1945
PiecesOfJulia: when the japanese got out of hand and the most awesome country ever decided to shut their ass's down
PiecesOfJulia: lots of japanese people in two different cities that i can pronounce but i can not spell died
PiecesOfJulia: and the united states of america grew and grew and grew and now want to control all the nuclear power and money and people in da world
PiecesOfJulia: the end
CNasRAR007: hahahahahaha
CNasRAR007: that's awesome
CNasRAR007: good job
PiecesOfJulia: thanks
PiecesOfJulia: i think you will totally get an A
PiecesOfJulia: just remember to cite your sources
CNasRAR007: hahaha
CNasRAR007: shall i just cite you?
PiecesOfJulia: cite god
Monday
I haven't eaten anything in 3 days and I think that the flu has progressed to pneumonia.
I feel a top ten list coming on and because I am tired I am shortening it to top 5.
Things I Will Miss About Sam:
5 - her dishes, dvd player, tv, pots and pans, basically all of the furniture in our house
4 - buying me oj and soup when I am sick
3 - walking in my room early in the morning to potty and then chatting
2 - her bitchy honesty
1 - everything!
